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Change is always hard...

This is going to be a continuation of my old blog.

The reason to why I canceled my old one was because I think someone I did not like was stalking it.

It's very unsettling... so in order to cut off all contact with that person, I did it.

Hopefully there will be changes in the way I blog as well.

It's hard... because I couldn't let go, I didn't delete my journal entries and start from the beginning.

That is why I decided to just keep it because it's still a part of who I am.

Maybe I will delete my old ones... I'll see...

reflection of my life...

You know... I've learnt a lot in the 2 days that I've been wallowing in self pity in comparison to the 2 years I've spent doing so.

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It's my life...

It's funny.

Only a few years ago, I didn't expect my life to become this way.
I had always dreamed of going to uni like all my friends and peers. Getting into a course regarding textiles or fashion design, or maybe even BA regarding languages.

At the time, I only thought about the 3-4 years I would be in uni.

Now... I'm turning 20 in a few weeks, with already a plan of my life.

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Time to change...

Today's been a waste. Was feeling majorly bummed out from yesterday and decided maybe I need a day off.

So I went out and got myself Ivan accessory, ate at Pepper lunch and visited the Japanese $2.99 store/grocery.

Funny that the one thing that cheers me up most is yaoi XD I saw vol.2 of Kurashina sensei's passion and my face just lit up. I'm such a simpleton XD

But yes, I've been reflecting and realised how uncalled for I was. I shouldn't have publicly bitched about anyone. I really need to learn to control my emotions and to be less honest about everything. As you know, being honest doesn't get you anywhere in life.

Anyways... I feel that what I did was wrong because it was still uncalled for.

I feel like I need to change as a person really.

No more sobfest and bitch wangst in my life.

I need to become stronger and more positive about it.



こんにちは、わたし は リンネです。

私が好きなもの: コスプレ, ボーイズラブ, コミック, ベーキング, ビデオゲーム, 漫画とアニメ, ソーイング, ゴルフ, ポールダンス.
私は好きではないもの: ピンク, 雨, 芝刈り機, 嫌な人.


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