Long long good bye...

MASS YAOI DOWNLOAD >8DDD

- Kill me
- Ai Dano Koi Dano
- Mimi-kun no boy no kisetsu
- Green Peace
- Ai ga aru kara
- Eien no Shichigatsu

Let's so how these go... Ootsuki Miu spammage >D

On another note... extreme golf on the way... currently on my 6th day... mixed foursomes this weekend... Feeling the pressure and the weight on me. Really want a day off... but I suppose that's why life *sigh* so glad next week isn't so stressful as this one orz

handicap really hasn't changed in this month... couldn't pull off getting it past 30... still struggling. I guess I just need to get my mental state right I suppose... Gotta stay positive and happy...

It's funny...

a part of me is telling me that I'm glad I pulled out of Madman nationals... I mean, I just really don't have the time. What I do is more rigorous than just studying or working. I'm physically working out for more than 6+ hours. On days like today, waking up at 4:45am and coming home at past 6... I don't think I can handle sewing...

I suppose maybe it's time for me to take a long deserved break from cosplay. Which leads me to say... after the LD1 shoot... I shall pack away all my stuff and move on... focus on the more important things in life. I'll come back to it some time in my life, but I think I just need the break from it right now.

Which leads me to say... other than maybe attending Main animania Sat to support my friends in WCS... I shall not be attending any more conventions.

There really is no point of me having any connection to conventions or cosplay if I quit... right? I mean, it's been occurring to me recently.

It's really sad in a way... because I feel like I've made friends with such amazing people. However, sometimes I feel it is an illusion. Maybe it's just me... but through my years of having different friendships... people are just fickle... it cannot be helped. Wholeheartedly, I tried... I couldn't say I haven't... but I haven't been the best a person can be. However, someone asked me how many people I am close to... I probably can't respond confidently.

Whatever... in the future, we'll see...

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Author:Midorine
こんにちは、わたし は リンネです。

私が好きなもの: コスプレ, ボーイズラブ, コミック, ベーキング, ビデオゲーム, 漫画とアニメ, ソーイング, ゴルフ, ポールダンス.
私は好きではないもの: ピンク, 雨, 芝刈り機, 嫌な人.

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