life up to date once more...

I can't believe it's already been another month.

Last match for pennants is tomorrow *thank god*.
So far, I've won 2, lost 2 and squared 1 from Eastlake team.
For Lane Cove, I've won 2 and lost 1.
Sort of got myself out of the rut with my golf. It's a lot better, but it's been a pure struggle for the last month.

Knock out matchplay is finally over. I managed to win the finals knock out @ Lane Cove. The irony behind this is that the lady I played with; she managed to knock me out in the first round last year. Joan's such a beautiful person. I'm so glad and honoured to have played her in the final match.

Really excited for this week, I get to see Christie and Min <3
In 2 weeks, I'll have my first pole beg performance after class. Really contemplating about whether I should get dressed or not. Was planning to make MF Sheryl uniform for this. Still thinking about it as I really should be studying for SATs that's in less than a month OTL

After SATs, I should start Sawako for KnT shoot with Straw and Minami <3 So excited. I loved S2, but now I'm sad that that's all there is. It's beautiful the way they finished it and how the made the series. I love when there's extra bits and pieces added. Gives it a different and more emotional feel towards the series.

Hopefully I can find a job sometime after my exam, so I can save money for US. Even tho I've been accepted into the uni, I'm still feeling anxious about a lot of things. If everything goes well, I should be gone in 4 months. If not, then I'm screwed and it'll be 8 months. If that happens, I'll be less motivated and maybe I should give up. I don't know, really doing my best to make things work.

Should start making PSG cosplay in June. Hopefully I can shoot it after I finish ele pole. Also need to do President afterwards before SMASHU <3

Keeping myself busy. I'm happy but stressed. I'm trying my best to keep myself motivated and happy, but with everything all happening at once... I can't help but feel stressed and dispirited about everything. I don't want to confide in anyone... but I feel like it's all weighing me done.

*sigh* Life... *sigh*


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こんにちは、わたし は リンネです。

私が好きなもの: コスプレ, ボーイズラブ, コミック, ベーキング, ビデオゲーム, 漫画とアニメ, ソーイング, ゴルフ, ポールダンス.
私は好きではないもの: ピンク, 雨, 芝刈り機, 嫌な人.


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