Update once again.

To be honest, I had a really crummy week. It got better from Wednesday.

One of my friends was kind enough to pick me up after school (I didn't go because I wasn't in the mood). He took me to Teriyaki Ninja just to cheer me up, considering I wouldn't stop talking about it all week. We really just talked and let it all go. It was nice. Then I spent like 2-3 hours in the lab working on clubs, which then led to me being kicked out. It was just nice, having a really chill day.

Anyways, my mood continued to be kind of stressed and depressing throughout Thursday, but it got better from then onwards. I think being around the right people and reading 'No Excuses' really helped.

Just trying to accept who you are, and not caring about what others think. Why should you? You are you, and that is special in its own way. Plus, I realised I shouldn't hold grudges. I should learn to forgive myself and others so I don't waste any more energy on unnecessary thoughts. It's slowly been an eye opener at the end of this week. I'm definitely feeling a lot happier with my life. I'm trying to put the past behind me and live in the present.

That being said, got to catch up with Katie and Jason, which was awesome. Chik fil a (being Jason's fave place) was the agenda. Food tastes sooo much better when you're hungry.

It amazes me how much Katie and I get along. We have similar interests and we think on the same level. It's awesome. I enjoy and value her company. I see her in a new light. Kind of regret not talking in the first semester, but what's done is done. I suppose we can only move forward from here. It's nice, going to have a get together with Aarya, so it'll be a girl's lunch thing. Nice to catch up and have some girly talks once in awhile, considering how we're always surrounded by sooo much testosterone.

Also, I started up pole again! It was just amazing, being around a class and having someone critic and motivate you. Kiki is amazing. She's able to focus on 9 girls all at once. You cannot get away with anything when she's around. The conversation they have is hilarious. Especially how they keep knives and guns around their bed just for protection. I mean wtf... killing people with stilettos. All I can do is laugh because it's horrifyingly scary how excited they get about the conversations that are slightly morbid. Anyways, planning to go every weekend. Hopefully once I get a car, I'll be going 3-4 times a week for classes =)

After 3 days of rest, started up my practice. It was nice hitting the shots. My wrist doesn't have any more sharp pains like they use to. Just strained since I haven't used it in awhile. Need to build up my wrist strength.

Aside from this, I'm just feeling really sore today. I'm expecting this week to be awesome and a lot of fun =)


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こんにちは、わたし は リンネです。

私が好きなもの: コスプレ, ボーイズラブ, コミック, ベーキング, ビデオゲーム, 漫画とアニメ, ソーイング, ゴルフ, ポールダンス.
私は好きではないもの: ピンク, 雨, 芝刈り機, 嫌な人.


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