Secret police - Vocaloid

無駄だぞ! オマエは見張られてる どこへ逃げようとも
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オマエの 周りの すべての者たち 例えば隣人、同僚
さらには 恋人、家族までもが オマエを 監視してる

我ら 秘密警察 政府直属 国家保安部なのだ!
秘密警察 闇に紛れる スパイ活動 取り締まり

朝から 晩まで オマエを 監視する(みる)

オマエを 自白に 追い込むため あらゆる手段使う
繰り返される 拷問 或いは 静脈注射の薬物
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だから 秘密警察 政府直属 国家保安部なのだ!
秘密警察 思想弾圧 不満分子を 取調べ

来る日も 来る日も オマエを 調査する(みる)

秘密警察 政府直属 国家保安部なのだ!
秘密警察 闇に紛れる スパイ活動 取り締まり

朝から 晩まで オマエを 監視する(みる)

Secret Police
- Vocaloid

It's be a while...

All I can say is that I'm tired.

It's been a very busy week. Only about to get worse the next week. Usually I get excited about little things, but considering how I've had a lack of updates for the last few days, just shows my lack of motivation to do anything. Enjoyment of life is how you see things. I'm pretty sure people hate doing menial jobs, but if they believe that by working hard, they're achieving something out of life, it means there's a slight happiness to it. Personally, doing something you want to in life that makes you happy, doesn't mean you won't struggle. Now I feel like I've gone off tangent. Personally, I didn't come here to do something that will make me happy. Fuck, if I wanted to be happy, I'll be going to university, spending time with my friends, pole dancing and working part time. Personally, that will make me happy. Golf is more than a struggle. It's always a mixed emotion for me. People assume it makes me happy, but to be frank... it stresses me out. I feel like a failure most of the time and I feel like I'm struggling to do something that I feel I have no right to do or to achieve. Maybe it's because I'm so tired that I'm getting overly emotional about everything right now. Maybe the stress is building up. Sometimes I want to drop everything, but I can't. I'm scared about everything. I'm scared I'll disappoint my family by being so weak for letting things get to me.

I've always been the type that wanted to get interactive and go full on with everything I do. Unfortunately, it's starting to bog me down. Because I hate how things are run, my personality wants to change it. I've been a busy who always wanted to make a difference. However... I still haven't found that voice yet. I always yield to everyone else who is more dominant or well spoken. I just sit back and sulk. In a way, I feel like such a pathetic individual. I wish I could be as assertive as most. People always tell me you can, but it's different when you try. Argh... I hate my personality on many different levels. I'm so displeased about my situation, but I don't even attempt to make a difference or change it.

This entry doesn't even make any sense...


No procrastination wtf?

With the rate I'm going tonight, I might as well get my homework for Thursday knocked out of the way. But it's only Tuesday night. The homework for tomorrow is so minimal that I can finish it in an hour.

What is wrong with me? I even did my lab work done tonight. I wish I could always be like this. Maybe I'd have good time management then ><

Maybe I should bake if I get EVERYTHING done in 2 hours =3

Truffle dessert brownies


Unfortunately, I was stupid and I baked it for too long. Ended up burnt. I should've just taken it straightaway, but thinking it was undercooked, I kept it in a little too long.

However... it was still a success. It was moist and dense. Just ended up cutting off the top, sides and bottom. Covered it in icing sugar and VOILA!


Unfortunately that's all that's left of it :)

Luckily, I'll make it better for next week's qualifier. Two batches should be enough for one day =) I really can't wait till P and I cup. It'll be a bake fest <3

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Banana bread recipe

Banana Bread recipe

Was a little bit worried due to the lack of baking powder. However, I decided to still give it a go.


Turned the temperature down, and it came out quite nice. The texture was good and had just enough moisture so it wasn't dry.


Seemed like a success considering I baked it on Saturday and it's almost finished today. I think I'm getting a little better =)

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こんにちは、わたし は リンネです。

私が好きなもの: コスプレ, ボーイズラブ, コミック, ベーキング, ビデオゲーム, 漫画とアニメ, ソーイング, ゴルフ, ポールダンス.
私は好きではないもの: ピンク, 雨, 芝刈り機, 嫌な人.


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